im sorry i care...

calli, remember i told you im afraid shes gonna take it in the wrong way? well she did...

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on christis xanga some one basically said she was worthless,and i wrote a big thing about how she is very special, dont ever believe she is worthless because to me she is very special and i love her very much, all i can give her is myself, but until she willing we are just  friends and i hope one day shell give me a second chance but until then i still love her very much and she is my friend 

christi wrote on ehr xanga:

AAAAAAAAAAHHHH! ...sobs and cries, and screams and yells! Why do you torture me liie this! move on! ask anyone! any of your friends! you're KILLING ME! I cant take it anymore you're making me nuts.  IS THIS WHAT YOU WANT! a histeric Christi about to scream her head off because she can't get you to STOP!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!   Will this never ceaase? will it never end? I wish sometimes I could kill you just to hear the silence! YEs! I admit it! I'm a bad person! I don't hjate you as a person, just the things that you do, because you are so persistent it makes me want to SCREAM IN YOUR FACE!
I ONLY WISH YOU COULD HEAR ME SAY THIS RIGHT NOW, BECAUSE IT WOULD HAVE SOOOOO MUCH MORE EMOTION.  i tried to be nice, to patch things up on suunday M O V E O N ! ! ! !  errr.. there's so much I want to sa to you, but all I can say is goodbye caleb.   I don't know what else to do to get this to stop, you are being erased from M Y   L I F E  .

"but all i can offer her is myself, and when shes ready to take it then
she will, but until then we are just friends" What makes you think this is true? have I ever displayed that to you? quit thinking so highly of yourself.  when you kept pursuing me for weeks at a time in every waking moment you have, when your only desire became to get me back, thats when I lost all respect for yoiu, and that is when I decided to never give you the second chance that I might have given you in the first place.   SAYING ANY MORE WILL GET YOU NO WHERE.

P.S. I'm sorry to anyone else who had to hear the rage in the tone of this prose, I'm sorry if you saw somethng out of the ordinary for me, but this is what Caleb brings out in me right now.